The last 2 months have been the most depressing ever..

Simply put, my stepfather has been hospitalized for the last 11 weeks, and this is putting an enormous strain on my wife and I, and on her whole family. My sense of humor, normally an asset, is not very welcome lately, and i don't know how to get her out of her depression. I have not thought much about sex AT ALL, as, since he has gone in to the hospital, we have only slept together alone about12 total days, with relatives and friends over. Nobody has been to Canada except her sister to watch the houses, and we have been staying in the little carriage house ( Mrs V rented out her old house) . i cant get onlnine alone very easy, because we are using other peoples computers, and it feels wierd having to keep erasing teased2tears out of the history and yahoo folders of other peoples computers. i did see Ms Rachel online once. but with so many people in the other room, i was to afraid to chat.. i feel miserable. In addition to late tributes, i have $150 in late milking fines, and am 3150 points in the negative ($150 and 150 points milking penalties, 1500 points late tributes (1650)1500 points 2 orgasms with msV without permission (3150)........ any way.... my penis is almost always limp now.....partly from my trainin, and partly because it is just so heavy here lately. This aniversary and birthday are going to really suck... on top of i feel bad by not hopeing that the jerk will recover..