This picture fills me with dread, fear, and excitement, mainly because it is somthing i might actually buy, and since it is easier to wear than the chains, and can be removed quickly, i could wear it almost all the time except when Mrs.V is at home, or when i am expecting to cross the border. i can almost see myself sending Mistress Rachel quick phone text messages, letting Her know i am locked, or unlocked, and then She could enjoy Her day knowing not only that i am just dying to ejaculate, or have an orgasm, or touch my cock, or to even get hard, and that not only am i dying for those things, but that until my next message, they are an imposibility.
well, i am also fresh off a very nice and very satisfying orgasm which was the result of winning a contest in my Owners yahoo group, i am concerneed about the squirting part of it, the ejaculating part, not being as strong as i had hoped, ( and i was wondering if it was possible for those muscles to atrophy over time, that would be dreadful! ... ) but it was so tearfully good to be able to keep rubbing during and all thru my orgasm, and to have complete control of when i was going to squirt, and how, and to to be able to stimulate my balls ond my body just as i was beginnig to cum, and all the things that most normal men take for granted, when they are not owned! i am not sure, but to the best i can determine, this is the first time i had any type of release from masturbating without somthing in my ass no plug, vibe dildo, nothing, since October of 2003! and it is, excluding cristmaas eve, the last time i have beeen able to rub my penis DURING ejaculation, with my hands, since November of 2003! Since my orgasm, i have been dreaming of that sensation which i almost forgot i missed almost every night.
Strangely, even though Mistress Rachel told me to enjoy it, to cum any way i liked, even while i was cumming, i felt so CONTROLLED by Her! i knew that this great feeling was only happening because She was allowing it, and i was very grateful that i did not have to , well, not have to eat it this time... well, my wife is at the gate, and she will be here very soon, so long for now!
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